This painting is being featured at Booth #2 @ the San Diego Contemporary Art Fair this weekend. Contact Sergott Contemporary Art if you are interested in the painting. Read on if you want to hear the inspiration behind this piece.
Summoning the Heart of Love is part of my Emotion Series– A dynamic, expressive body of work with the underlying idea that to express is to transform and evolve.
The inspiration for this painting was a conversation I had with a friend about “The Secret” and the idea that we summon that which comes to us with our thoughts. I believe this to be true, however I also believe that most of our thoughts are subconscious, beyond our awareness, and so we are often surprised when we get what comes to us.
The idea for the painting developed from this conversation — what if I were to make a painting that expressed or “summoned” the type of love I had been looking for and yet thus far had been unable to find, as though the painting were a “vision board” as they recommend you make in the Secret Video.
When I started the painting (first version above), I had recently spent the day at the beach with my former boyfriend (you’ve hear me call him my muse), He is someone I love dearly but with whom things never seemed to work out, despite 8 years of on again off again effort. It was a perfect sort of day at the beach, as it often was between us, but for the tension of unfulfilled love and attraction, which made it less than perfect. That day ended up sourcing the under painting above.
After sitting with it for some months it seemed unfinished. Raw somehow and one dimensional, or maybe idealized and thus untruthful. So I let it sit. After I saw the Life of Pi a few months later, I finished it the next day. I was inspired to completion by the scene in the movie when Pi, shipwrecked, just about gives up in the middle of the ocean, stranded for weeks, and about to be destroyed in a storm.
He completely surrenders, embraces chaos, love, death and God. I realized the love I was looking for was not love with a small “l” but Love with a capital “L”. Unconditional. All encompassing. Uncontrollable.
As for the on again off again man? It could be we are finally settling in to loving each other without conditions and learning to ride the wave. I’ll keep you posted 🙂